Soul mate is a hilarious word
The concept is an overused movie cliché
Alter ego star, confidante, companion, friend, heart's desire, helpmate, kindred soul, kindred, one's promised, partner and true love are all synonyms one could use in its place
But nothing fits
This jig saw puzzle is fucked
Mistakes were made
Failures I have yet to learn from
Defeated, overcome, crushed, conquered, beaten, foiled, wrecked, broken, destroyed, crestfallen, and vanquished I lay her longing for you
But I cannot reach out
This situation is fucked
There can be only one
That’s what the rules say
Decree, law, order, norm, precedent, statute, regulation, etiquette, formula, decorum and propriety drive the need for this distance
But you dictated this
This game plan is fucked
How do I know I need you
I want to hold you like I want to hold nothing else in the world
Caress, squeeze, cuddle, embrace, hug, cleave to, clutch, curl up, nestle, grasp, and wrap my arms around your soul
But you are searching for something else
I am fucked