Crutch…..
My ass!
I know why I want this. 
Your enegry.
Your passion.
The connection. 
The trust.
These once in a life time emotions.
The unbelievable coitus.

I know I am Selfish.
I know you want more.
I know this is not ideal.
I know this is rare.
I know this taboo.
I know what the consequences are.
I know I can't give you everything.

How do I keep you?
How can we sustain?
How do we stay relevant?
How do you find him?
How do I stay?

I love you.
I know it.
I want you.
I can't show it.